My Book?!

I put on my Twitter yesterday that I wanted to go somewhere really early in the morning, just to be alone. Somewhere really quiet and away from roads and cars… and my house. Thing is, I'm scared of everything. I'm the most hopeless 16 year old you'll ever come across. I'm scared of getting mugged / injured, followed / stalked by strangers, being talked to by strangers, strangers, getting lost, getting into trouble and not being able to get help, peoples dogs, wild mountain lions (I know, I saw a scary story once), spiders, things that fly, youths around corners, it getting dark and still being out, murderers in my house, people knocking on the window, strangers being in the house… and there's loads more.

Putting all that on a blog probably wasn't the best idea I've ever had. People are going to hunt me down and scare me for the hell of it now. :(.

But anyway, I still really want to write a book. I don't read books, at all, despite how much I'd like to. How do you find the book you want? Authors last name A - Z isn't helping the situation! I don't care who it's written by!! Fiction / non-fiction doesn't help either. And I don't want to read about stupid dragons and impossible time travel. Although! I did have a funny dream the other day where I got on a plane and saw myself aged six sitting on the plane! I had travelled on the same plane 10 years ago! I waved to myself and remembered sitting on the plane when I was six getting waved at by this crazy girl! But the crazy girl was me! I thought this was quite advanced for a dream.

The book I want to write is based on experiences I've had but it's obviously hyped up a little. Is that fiction or what? I know non-fiction is like, biographies and information books and stuff, but it's so unclear! Except the fact that I want to write it about this really secret stuff I get up to, means that I have to make up an end, because my life obviously isn't finished. I hope! And it also means that the secret stuff will be over, because everyone will know. That's worst case scenario at least. It will take me years to write and it probably wouldn't even get published.

This is quite a risky blog post I'm posting here… And I can't think of anything else to say…

Kolla in!

It's only the teaser but it's a great song! The UK needs more great pop stars… Like me!

Jordanavia :)